Master Key Experience – Week 17 Heroes Journey

COURAGE COMES AFTER DOING THE THING YOU FEAR

What a whirlwind of a week. So I did things a little backwards as per usual this week. Week 17 happened, I wrote a few things down of what happened and then I watched the Webby after the week was over. Let me tell you, I had a little bit of an insane week. I was sticking to the exercises religiously. Up until this week. Okay maybe not with as much ENTHUSIASM but I was still doing everything every single day. And I had not ever wondered if this was really worth it up until this week. Or that I missed TV. And I absolutely binged with bad foods I was doing so well keeping away from. I fought with my boyfriend one night and just felt too sad to finish my exercises for the day and then that was a little bit of a domino affect. Every time I was tired or feeling down or exhausted I missed a couple things and I even went one whole day without doing ANYTHING. I’d say maybe 2 days in total not doing anything and about 3-4 where I missed a couple things like end of day read or my plan of attack things I tick off daily. I never felt happy about it though, I always had a weird feeling in my stomach after doing it. I am back on track now but it’s taking a little bit more motivation then before now the momentum of getting things done stopped. But after watching the webby I get it.

I was experiencing grief and I let it get the better of me went all the way back to denial. But I opt for the heroes journey. I know it will be easier now I know that I am a hero. I honestly could not not do this if you know what I mean. I am still learning and discovering and I am no where near done but I know too much now to ever go back to being a naive girl with no purpose or direction or excitement for life.

Now lets PMA this blog post up!

I LOVE EARL NIGHTINGALE. I listen to the strangest secret at least twice a week. His voice is so soothing. I’ve got pleasing personality as my virtue this week and he definitely has a pleasing personality! I have been seeing it a few times a day but I know there is more I have probably overlooked.

I’m really starting to get the whole give more get more. I know it’s a simple sentence but it’s taken me a while to fully understand it’s power. But just giving a simple smile to someone who is not smiling, makes me smile even bigger. I love the feeling.

Which leads me on to the question this week – How can each of us be the greatest salesman in the world? Hmm the very first thing that came to my head was – give more, get more. We can each be the greatest salesman in the world by giving more of our perfect selves in service to others.

I had an amazing meditation the other day. I was on the beach and I fully started thinking about my website program I want to make and ideas started flowing, I was honestly surprised and impressed. Not sure how to start it yet but I have started to enjoy my sits more and more each time I get some magic. Which isn’t every sit by any means – maybe I have to sit for longer. Something to sleep on.

So the 4 points, let’s quickly review

DMP – I am pondering lately if my DMP is 100% or if I should rewrite. I am going to sit on it.

PMA – honestly I’m pretty good at this one except for the last week or so. I’m definitely a zillion times better at dealing with things then before I started this course. I see the good in the world a lot more then before. My one struggle is my work. I really don’t enjoy it so when I’m there my mood is down.

POA – this is coming along nicely

MMA – I gotta work on this. I am an introvert and when things get intense or I get inside my head I keep to myself. But I have a beautiful group of people who are there to support me so I’m jumping back in

I’m all in

I am nature’s greatest miracle.

I LOVE YOU REBEKAH EVE GILBERT

 

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Master Key Experience – Week 17

12. The mind may place the ideal a little too high and fall short of the mark it may attempt to soar on untrained wings and instead of flying, fall to earth; but that is no reason for not making another attempt. 

Hey happy people,

I love that quote from week 17. Because I’m still in the process of trusting myself and that helps me forgive myself when I fall short of that.

I got goosebumps telling myself – I give permission to you to be so bloody happy in the webby. And I’m definitely going to be digging deep this week with the gal in the glass about WHAT DO I WANT. I just want to reconfirm what I already know. Do even more soul searching haha.

I had self control and decisiveness this week. I was pretty good at noticing it in me, had a bit of trouble noticing self control in others but when I really went looking I found a couple examples. Self control was interesting for me though, because I was focusing on it, it really made me want to exercise it. It helped a few times when the sugary delicious snacks get passed around work at arvo tea time.

I’m still finding it difficult to meditate ‘properly’ The exercises are never visual for me and when I read other peoples comments, I get a little jealous actually. But I’m still keeping them up. I believe in the power of it so eventually I know I will get there.

I’ve set up a mastermind group with two girls in my tribe and we had our first zoom call. I’ve got to email them my DMP. I was a little taken aback when I heard theres. They are beautifully written and very different to my own. But we are all different souls on this journey so can’t give myself a hard time about it.

I love writing the gratitudes, makes me feel amazing. I cry every time I read an obituary. That’s the empath in me. I’ve been wondering about different ways to be kind without getting noticed and coming up blank. Need to meditate on that. I am still doing kind things every day but sometimes people know I’m the one who does it. I have been anonymously giving to go fund me pages nearly everyday and enjoy doing that.

I want to go more into a topic about this next blog but just putting it out in the universe if anyone else thinks learning all of this/cracking that bitch of a cement off can feel a little isolating at times? I wouldn’t change it for the world but lately I have just noticed some of the people I used to love being around are actually super negative people and friends feel distant because they don’t really understand what I’m going through and why I’m different. My outlook of the world has definitely changed and I’m beginning to understand why some yogis lived in caves just to be able to full delve into themselves without other people judging/imprinting their beliefs on you.

Ah well one door closes, another opens right.

(How about 20 million bigger better more amazing doors open haha)

See yas xo

Master Key Experience – Week 16

28. If you desire to visualise a different environment, the process is to simply to hold the ideal in mind, until your vision has been made real, give no thought to persons, places or things; these have no place in the absolute, the environment you desire will contain everything necessary the right persons, and the right things will come at the right time and in the right place. 

I loved kindness week. I noticed lots of kindness and I felt myself going out of my way to do something where I wouldn’t have before. I noticed lots of kindness coming towards me as well but I’m pretty woeful at writing it down and tallying it. It was cute to read all the other posts about kindness too, that’s been one of my fav assignments so far.

I also loveeeeeee smiling for a minute. I’ve added it to my list for each day. My mouth actually hurts after it so it just goes to show I don’t smile nearly enough! But I’m practicing and practice makes perfect!

My blog is short and sweet this week but I have quite a bit to write for week 17 so stay tuned my beautiful readers.

Love and light to everyone in the world and other worlds out there.

Bek xo

 

Master Key Experience – Week 15

Week 15 of the Masterkey has my favourite line ever –

“We do not have to laboriously shovel the darkness out, all that is necessary is to turn on the light. The same principle applies to every negative thought.”

I liked sitting focusing on Insight. I am still developing my skills of insight but man I can’t wait. SOUNDS AMAZING! “A kind of human telescope; it enables us to understand the difficulties, as well as the possibilities, in any undertaking”

I flew home from Townsville back to the Gold Coast recently and I was pretty proud of myself, on the plane I read emmersons essay, listened to my recording and then when I got on the train I listened to the strangest secret, did some blog roll and watched a bit of the webby replay. What’s boredom? I actually don’t know anymore because there is ALWAYS something I can be doing, I have started to become a master of making all the minutes in the day count!

I love the gratitude and achievement card stacks – very warm fuzzy feelings from them. I am behind so I didn’t do my first week of the makeover this week. My first one is self control haha and I didn’t have enough to watch the webby and realise what we were doing so I have started off with the kindness week and will bundle self control and week 3 of the makeover together next week!

Loved the strangest secret. Sent it to my boyfriend to listen to as well! A condensed version of this course really. VERY condensed version!

Did my first NARC tonight with something small to start with. I don’t like eating salad, I literally always choose something over it. So I did narc in regards to eating salad tonight and I actually felt very upset when I walked away from the bin. Definitely no turning back now!

I’ve been noticing I’ve been linking lately – Scroll 4 “hiding out similarities and accenting our differences” is linked to the strangest secrets notion that “conformity is the opposite of courage and the reason people don’t succeed” Thought that was pretty cool.

I was reading Emmersons law of compensation this morning before my sit and sentence “The soul refuses limits, and always affirms an Optimism, never a Pessimism.” really stuck out to me today and during my sit I linked it together with “Emerson loved the good and his life was a symphony of peace and harmony, Carlyle hated the bad, and his life was a record of perpetual discord and inharmony.” and emmets 7 day mental diet “you cannot be healthy, you cannot be happy, you cannot be prosperous, if you have a bad disposition.”

My huge act of kindness this week was I gave my practice manager at work, her fams struggling for money and didn’t have a car, I’m getting a new car next week and I had a spare old running car so I gave it to them as a gift to make life easier. Because who doesn’t need life a little easier sometimes. They are happy and I am happy so it’s a win win win win win! Only wins here.

Goodnight YA’LL time for bed before a big 11 day tomorrow! But my boyfriend comes home today so a huge positive 🙂

Master Key Experience – Week 14

25. Thought is the only reality; conditions are but the outward manifestations; as the thought changes, all outward or material conditions must change in order to be in harmony with their creator, which is thought.

26. But the thought must be clear cut, steady, fixed, definite, unchangeable; you cannot take one step forward and two steps backward, neither can you spend twenty or thirty years of your life building up negative conditions as the result of negative thoughts, and then expect to see them all melt away as the result of fifteen or twenty minutes of right thinking.

I really loved the sit this week. I found it easy to focus on harmony. I will soon be able to come into realisations during my sit but at the moment I’m enjoying getting into the meditation feeling – I feel like I’m buzzing or vibrating a little. Am I the only one? haha

Sorry in advance my blog will probably be all over the place this week. It usually is anyway but whatever. Back at work after a two week break and I have been more productive now I’m working full time again more so then when I was on holidays? Go figure. But I enjoyed the break, I still kept up with my daily activities just didn’t watch the webbys but nearly all caught up now so YAY I’m going to celebrate by going to sleep after this!

I did however have time to lounge around in the aircon and watch one of the movies ‘October Sky’. I’m such a big sissy sook, cried like a baby in this movie. I was surprised how quickly I saw the four steps though. Mark and Davene really do know what they are talking about haha!

So I’m trying to remember all the little facts but

DMP – Homer Hickam was super inspired by the Russians satellite Sputnik that he starting gathering information on rockets which made him decide that he was going to build his own rocket. Building that rocket became his definite major purpose – his GOAL!

PMA – schools tough kid I know! and Homer didn’t care about reputation when he went and talked to another kid who knew a lot about science, he kept a positive attitude around his school friends and even around his family even though his dad wasn’t stoked he didn’t wanna be a coal miner. Don’t blame ya homer! He even kept positive with no money to fund this project (the townies helped him, god bless) and in the face of all problems which arose, like getting accused of starting a fire in a neighbouring town.

POA – the scienceeeeeeeee fair! so that he could get a scholarship to collage since he sucked at footy and they were the only ways out of there small dead end coal mining town (unless of course you wanted to be a coal miner, then opportunities galore for you!)

MMA – He talked to everyone about it! His friends, he wrote letters to his idol, he talked to his teacher and family. And in the end the whole damn town was in on it!

Overall great movie and I was very proud of myself for seeing the 4 habits so clearly. Which means they are already in me so YAY!

I’ve been using my phone as a diet pill, my screen saver is bear hugs kettle – which I freaking LOVE. honestly the thing that has worked the most for me so far in regards to the law of substitution! And I have a clear case on with my movie poster stuck in and some affirmations on the back of my phone!

I’ve been making a big effort to mastermind and post in the alliance and Marco Polo groups and ticking that off every day! I actually feel anxious when I don’t get tasks completed now. Not anxious in a bad way but just so much more motivated to get shit done!

My OG book has literally fallen in half haha I’ve been reading it so much.

My partner heard me say the wrong date in my readings the other day by accident and corrected me, it was so funny he literally knows the dates for my dreams now too!

I gotta be honest it aint all sunshine and lollipops, I have down that I will teach pilates to someone for 5 mins minimum daily but for the last few days I haven’t had anyone to teach, but I forgive myself and I will work harder from tomorrow!

Okay don’t miss me too much just going to quickly catch up on my week 15 blog then I can sleeeeeeeep! After my readings of course haha!

ciao

 

 

 

Master Key Experience – Week 13

“What you and I desire, what we all desire, what everyone is seeking, is Happiness and Harmony. If we can be truly happy we shall have everything the world can give. If we are happy ourselves we can make others happy.”

I am catching up on blogs so week 13 is short and sweet.

I love week 13 though. It’s such a powerful week. To be able to really recognise the fact that The Father and I are on. I am not religious but I am spiritual and the Father to me is everything. The all encompassing presence you can always feel.

I watched the 1st webby of the find your definite major purpose series with my partner. It was great! Keen for the next one but I am just focusing on catching up with this course first.

My guides given me the all A OK about my DMP which is honestly a huge weight off my shoulders.

I had a SMART goal that I was going to weigh 58 KGS and do the splits by December 23rd 2018 and unfortunately I didn’t reach it so I’ve had to change that date but I know that I need to give more effort and I have forgiven myself and am now putting lots of energy and positive thought to achieve the next date I’ve put on it. Jan 31st 2019. I CAN DO THIS. I exercise for a minimum 20 mins every day and stretch for 5 minutes minimum. I usually do more which makes me feel stoked!

I caught up with my Marco Polo group chats today and it made a huge difference to my motivation! That is the main reason I am here doing these blogs. My group is so amazing. So positive and thoughtful.

My mastermind partner is my mum at the moment she’s very encouraging.

Ciao for now xo

Master Key Experience – Week 12

“If a sculptor started out with a piece of marble and a chisel and changed his ideal even fifteen minutes, what result could he expect? And why should you expect any different result in holding the greatest and most plastic of all substances, the only real substance?”

Wow the Christmas holidays have got me soooooo behind! But I feel so refreshed and as little anxious as I have felt in years. So I am forgiving myself and getting my butt back into gear. I have still been doing the readings every day and the sit and I am slowly feeling closer to being a good friend to my future self. Thursday sits are my favourite, I have a smile on my face the whole time.

I find if I get my readings and sit and all my POA tasks done in the morning the rest of the day is so much more productive so I am really trying to do that each day!! Sometimes I really have to get up the motivation to do it and sometimes it still feels like a task BUT after I’ve finished doing them I have this huge smile on my face. I feel genuinely proud and happy!

I’ve been thinking of getting a statue of liberty blowup for our house just as a funny little reminder of liberty! I also changed my phone password to liberty so I think about it often!

I’ve been finding it hard to do things for my POA tasks each Sunday but have been taking that question into my sit and have been finding some help with that.

I’m restarting the 7 day mental diet again now! I really have realised I just don’t have as many negative thoughts but they are still popping into my head and I’m allowing them to stay longer then I should every now and then.

I still need to catch up on webbys which I am 100% getting done this weekend so then I will be able to stand in front of the mirror and say my 1 sentence DMP for 50 mins or however long it is. I’m excited actually.

I’ll leave you with it…

I Promise to… I’m so excited, proud and happy. I’m an online health influencer and entrepreneur, I earn over $10,000 a week and travel the world constantly at will, I see all the places I dream of by 2019.