“What you and I desire, what we all desire, what everyone is seeking, is Happiness and Harmony. If we can be truly happy we shall have everything the world can give. If we are happy ourselves we can make others happy.”

I am catching up on blogs so week 13 is short and sweet.

I love week 13 though. It’s such a powerful week. To be able to really recognise the fact that The Father and I are on. I am not religious but I am spiritual and the Father to me is everything. The all encompassing presence you can always feel.

I watched the 1st webby of the find your definite major purpose series with my partner. It was great! Keen for the next one but I am just focusing on catching up with this course first.

My guides given me the all A OK about my DMP which is honestly a huge weight off my shoulders.

I had a SMART goal that I was going to weigh 58 KGS and do the splits by December 23rd 2018 and unfortunately I didn’t reach it so I’ve had to change that date but I know that I need to give more effort and I have forgiven myself and am now putting lots of energy and positive thought to achieve the next date I’ve put on it. Jan 31st 2019. I CAN DO THIS. I exercise for a minimum 20 mins every day and stretch for 5 minutes minimum. I usually do more which makes me feel stoked!

I caught up with my Marco Polo group chats today and it made a huge difference to my motivation! That is the main reason I am here doing these blogs. My group is so amazing. So positive and thoughtful.

My mastermind partner is my mum at the moment she’s very encouraging.

Ciao for now xo

“If a sculptor started out with a piece of marble and a chisel and changed his ideal even fifteen minutes, what result could he expect? And why should you expect any different result in holding the greatest and most plastic of all substances, the only real substance?”

Wow the Christmas holidays have got me soooooo behind! But I feel so refreshed and as little anxious as I have felt in years. So I am forgiving myself and getting my butt back into gear. I have still been doing the readings every day and the sit and I am slowly feeling closer to being a good friend to my future self. Thursday sits are my favourite, I have a smile on my face the whole time.

I find if I get my readings and sit and all my POA tasks done in the morning the rest of the day is so much more productive so I am really trying to do that each day!! Sometimes I really have to get up the motivation to do it and sometimes it still feels like a task BUT after I’ve finished doing them I have this huge smile on my face. I feel genuinely proud and happy!

I’ve been thinking of getting a statue of liberty blowup for our house just as a funny little reminder of liberty! I also changed my phone password to liberty so I think about it often!

I’ve been finding it hard to do things for my POA tasks each Sunday but have been taking that question into my sit and have been finding some help with that.

I’m restarting the 7 day mental diet again now! I really have realised I just don’t have as many negative thoughts but they are still popping into my head and I’m allowing them to stay longer then I should every now and then.

I still need to catch up on webbys which I am 100% getting done this weekend so then I will be able to stand in front of the mirror and say my 1 sentence DMP for 50 mins or however long it is. I’m excited actually.

I’ll leave you with it…

I Promise to… I’m so excited, proud and happy. I’m an online health influencer and entrepreneur, I earn over $10,000 a week and travel the world constantly at will, I see all the places I dream of by 2019.

 

18. We are first to believe our accomplishment has been fulfilled, its accomplishment will then follow. 

I’ve been a bit behind the last few weeks. Still doing my readings and sit every day but really not giving 100%. I’m really unsure why I’m doing this. Like I know this stuff is actually fricken real but still I’m just daydreaming and not focusing. I’m slowly getting back to it. I will not give up. I will start giving the effort required. I’m having a little trouble figuring out what to do for my POA each week. I will have to do a sit on in I think.

The mental diet was fairly forgotten about this week, negative thoughts and doubt and fear are just so much easier to focus on. At least I’m noticing that I’m doing it. It’s a step in the right direction!

I’ll leave you with the quote that I am dwelling on in my situation at the moment. So powerful. I’ve got this! I know that.

14. However distant that land may appear, induction has taught meant to make strides toward it and has surrounded him with the benefits which are at the same time rewards for past fidelity and incentives for more assiduous devotion.

Even though this blog is late and I should be saying this on the week 13/14 blogs… MERRY CHRISSY EVE! Enjoy all the family time, love and food this week! I love you all!

14. In taking advantage of the wonderful possibilities opened up to us through the operation of this law, we must remember that we ourselves contribute nothing to its efficacy as the Great Teacher said: “It is not I that doeth the works, but the Father that dwellers in me, He doeth the work.” We must take exactly the same position; we can do nothing to assist in the manifestation, we simply comply with the law, and the All-originating Mind will bring about the result.

I’ve really started believing my DMP. I LOVE the quote above because I have no flippen clue how it’s going to happen but I’m putting ALL my trust in this course and the great universal mind. People keep saying ‘you know you gotta have a plan to make it happen’ and I’m like it will come. They think I’m crazy!!!!

Here is my dream board all perfect and ready! I am not a very creative type but it makes me smile every time I look at it 🙂

The mental diet… Well if I’m being honest. I keep forgetting and then remembering and restarting. I’m working on it haha. In saying that unconsciously I’m not thinking as many negative thoughts which has been so nice my anxiety has really decreased in the past week. I was so overwhelmed last week but I have a sense of ‘I GOT THIS’ because I do. It’s strange though I’m generally feeling very positive but as soon as I get to work something comes over me and I feel so drained and not myself. Just another sign I should be following my DMP but howwwwwwwwww I don’t know yet.

I’ve been smiling so hard every time I have read my DMP, scroll 3 and my POA cards. I love listening to my recording too, nailed the songs I picked. I used Dancing in the moonlight and Don’t worry, be happy! I love those songs!

Haven’t figured out the whole mastermind parter thing yet. I have to find out a bit more information on it, like if we just say a sentence of our DMP a day or one of our POA. (if someone reads this and knows please comment haha) One of the people I’m talking to about being a partner has said where I live in the Gold Coast is a place she’s been dreaming about visiting and when I hear things like that I just feel so goddam lucky. I take it for granted sometimes, life trys to sneak in and make you worry and stress about silly things so I’ve been using the law of substitution lots lately. If I find myself thinking something upsetting or if I start to feel anxious I start to say all the things I’m grateful for. I am grateful for so many things. I’m grateful I have the chance to write this on my laptop in the comfort of my own home sitting in aircon while it’s beautiful and sunny outside. You know what I mean! Like we have so much to be grateful even being apart of this course.

I’ll leave you on that warm, fuzzy note. I’m going to go jump in the ocean.

Bye for now xo

 

“I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.”

“The way to fight darkness is with light — the way to fight cold is with heat — the way to overcome evils is with good.”

Love these so much. I am still on day 1 of the mental diet. Still can’t seem to get past a few hours – it really is hard mental labour. But I know I will succeed eventually! PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT. I’m really starting to use the philosophies we are learning and putting them into practice slowly but surely. And I love to talk about them to other people! I feel like I listen to people differently now too, something like a little story someone is telling has so much more meaning and depth to it now whereas before I would have just taken it for face value.

I’ve been pretty absent in my Marco Polo group. I’m an introvert so I recharge when alone. I’m going to make an effort to get back in this week. I’m actually missing everyone!

I have been religiously doing my sits but I’m really having trouble visualising. I can go through the process in my mind but I can’t seem to see much of anything except the flower, I imagined a sunflower and it was fleeting but I swear I saw yellow petals around a black centre. I enjoyed that week of sits.

I had a bit of a breakthrough with my DMP this week. It’s finally complete! I’ve got it figured out. And now that I have it’s crazy, I’m catch my self daydreaming about it! It’s going to be one crazy idea but man I’m excited for it.

It feels so good to get shit done.

BYE

 

“You cannot entertain weak, harmful, negative thoughts ten hours a day and expect to bring about beautiful, strong and harmonious conditions by ten minutes of strong, positive, creative thought”

Started the mental diet last week and I haven’t made it past a few hours. I’m really surprised how many negative thoughts about everything and anything pop into your head and how you dwell on them. I’ve been finding it hard having conversations with specific people anymore because I’m noticing how negative everyone else is.

I’ve had such a A HA moment when the webby talked about the Aladdin’s lamp. Things are starting to click.

I’ve been pretty behind but the whole no negative thoughts is helping deal with that. I can do it so I’m fitting it whenever I can. I’m doing this right now so already kicking goals!

I’ve been going through a whirlwind of emotions lately. The webbys really help get my motivation back on track.

Not a long one from me today.

Talk very soon! Gotta catch up on weeks 9 & 10 so will be bombarding you guys over the next few days!

 

“Make the pattern clear and make it beautiful; do not be afraid; make it grand; remember that no limitation can be placed upon you by any one but yourself; you are not limited as to cost or material; draw on the infinite for your supply, construct it in your imagination, it will have to be there before it will ever appear anywhere else”

This week has been pretty hard. I felt pretty far behind so I have been fighting with my old blueprint over and over. I became less social on polos and less social in real life as well. I spent some time really trying to connect back today and have made some progress! Baby steps! But they are steps in the right direction. I will not give up. I WON’T GIVE UP!

I’ve put a system on my phone so I am only spending 30 minutes on social media a day. It’s pretty surprising how hard it is to give up an addiction. Our roommate moved out the other day and took the TV so I unknowingly had already entered into my 7 days without TV. I found it super easy actually. I prefer not having a TV in the house. My boyfriend thinks the same so we may keep it like that.

I get super excited reading the 7 day mental diet. I haven’t started yet I;m really working up the courage. I’m a little stuck on what isn’t a negative thought, I feel like most things have a negative connotation so I am trying to be aware of that before I jump in. But I will be jumping in soon life jacket or not.

The law of giving and receiving is really blowing my mind. I’m really loving being a part of it. I forgot how good compliments feel. I was told I’ve giving off a much more lighter vibe lately which makes me feel like I am on the right track. I definitely feel like a more positive person and I think my relationships are better. I am very busy and distracted in saying that though. This is taking up so much time, I understand why and I am grateful but it’s bigger then I ever really expected.

I am about to finish my vision board, it was pretty fun to do, I know I will definitely be doing that again!  I’ll post the finished (for now) copy on my week 8 blog.

I’ve come to the realisation that I am not very visual when I am meditating. I was getting so frustrated with myself when I couldn’t see a clear picture in my mind but my gorgeous guide JJ enlightened me to the fact I may actually be someone who feels it in their body and just knows the details. I can relate to that. So now I am feeling way more relaxed in my sit. I had coffee with my ex boyfriend in my imagination the first time and apparently thats good so next time I see him I’ve got to say thank you for the lessons and let the thought go. Haven’t visualised the person I am meeting for coffee NOW in my life yet but I know I will eventually with practice. The battleship exercise was incredible. I really really loved that.

I”m tired so I will go into more detail about life and revelations next blog. That’s all for now.
Sleep tight, don’t let the bed bugs bite! (or mice – we currently have one running around our house in the dark – cons of living close to the beach in a run down old shack haha )

Howdy,

Going to make this blog post short and sweet today as I am currently doing both week 6 and 7 at the same time this week.

Having no opinions is hard. But I am at least being self aware and noticing – so for me that right now is a huge eye opener.

I had a little trouble finding the motivation to refine my DMP and write my press release this week but I JUST FINISHED IT AND MAN IT FEELS SO GOOD. I’m going to go and treat myself to a cookie because I DID IT. I’ve just posted the press release. Actually felt so exciting writing it. Gives me all the feels knowing that is how I will actually be feeling when it all comes true.

I have found out I am an empath, a sensory – that I feel things. I am learning what that means and how to protect myself so I will keep you posted with updates when I understand the concept a bit more. I have found that I’m not good at visualising images. I am studying my photograph before the sit for ten minutes but I can’t see any pictures. I can remember facts about the photos and outlines but no clear pictures or colours. I won’t give up. I know I will see it eventually. Have been enjoying meditating a bit more lately. At the start I wanted it to be over quickly but now it seems to be going faster and it passes without me thinking “when will this end”. I find when I have had a more stressful day, my concentration is down by at least 75% and I randomly remember what I had for brekky in 2008. The minds so strange. But I guess I need to let go of that thought that’s why it’s come to the surface.

I haven’t been focusing on shapes and colours as much lately so I’m setting my intention to do it.

Loving the gal in the glass – I’m enjoying telling myself I love you because god damn we are all such magnificent creatures.

I am pretty stoked with myself though, it’s been over a month now and I have done my sit and readings every single day. WAY TO GO BEK.

6.20 The power of attention can be more readily understood by comparing it with a magnifying glass in which the rays of sunlight are focused; they possess no particular strength as long as the glass is moved about and the rays directed from one place to another; but let the glass be held perfectly still and let the rays be focused on one spot for any length of time, the effect will become immediately apparrent”

eeeeeeek GOOSEBUMPS

see ya later alligator

Hey all (not even sure people are reading but either way it feels good to write it all down)

This week has been big. I’m not loving being behind and still playing catch up but I’m forgiving myself because life gets in the way. I’ve had a few disruptions this week. My partner really felt disconnected from me so that was a wake up call to include him and try and focus on all parts of my life instead of just this experience. My tribe really helped me see that. I absolutely love the support from our tribe, honestly it’s made me cry a few times how people I’ve never even met can be so totally supportive of you!

Giving no opinions is interesting. Finding it difficult to have a conversation with people because I’ve realised pretty much 80% of what comes out of my mouth is an opinion. Positive mostly and sometimes negative but a opinion nonetheless. So I’m still cracking away at that.

The sit. I had an amazing experience the other day. I really focused hard on a place where I’m home – a hill that overlooks the ocean that I used to run pretty much daily. I’ve ran/walked that hill over 1000 times at least. It brings me a sense of comfort. I used to do it when I felt sad and then I became addicted to that feeling. When I think of it I feel safe. Whilst I was focusing I started to vibrate! I’d only ever experienced a sensation like this before when I was on my yoga retreat during guided meditation but I was able to achieve it by myself!!!! It didn’t last long but it was amazing. I’m not able to concentrate every day and I’m still falling asleep/swallowing/moving sometimes but I am practicing EVERY DAY and I will master it with practice. My friend Lorelei helped me with my sit the other day and I was sitting outside my bedroom on a balcony in the sunshine. We were meditating through space together. I had a pretty interesting experience. As soon as we started an ant or bug bit my arm and it was painful but I put that pain on a cloud and made it float out of my thoughts and mind and continued to remain still. After a while I stopped feeling the pain. I thought that was so insane. The mind honestly is so powerful.

I’ve had a bit of trouble with scheduling. But really going to try get on top of things this week. Going to set that as my intention each night 🙂

I’ve had an amazing opportunity come my way this week. Its still unfolding but the company and product and ethos is totally in line with my DMP and PPNs and it’s pretty insane to see things just fall into place. Not 100% on how the chips have fallen yet but it’s going to be a exciting ride thats for sure and I’ll keep you posted. It’s pretty crazy though, they asked me point blank what is your passion? Usually I wouldn’t know the answer but in that moment and with that human and at that time I just knew. I felt liberated.

I’ve been thinking of a time when I felt pure joy before I do my readings. And also just when I’m feeling down. It’s been helping so much!! And when I’m doing my end of day readings outloud if I’m not consciously thinking of that time I still the same feelings without even conjuring them up. Thanks subby ya legend.

I absolutely LOVE scroll 2.

“Never will I allow my heart to become small and bitter, rather I will share it and it will grow and warm the earth.”

I’m so happy the majority voted for the PIF system. Peoples lives are going to be changed no matter the circumstance and I’m grateful to be a part of that.

Talk soon

Bek

 

I actually have been looking forward to writing my blog all week.

I was thinking during my sit the other night and it hit me hard I’ve never really finished anything I’ve started ever since I was a child. So just an example for you – I’ve started like 4 uni courses and never finished them. So reading…

Master Keys 4:12 ‘When we start something and do not complete it, or make a resolution and do not keep it, we are forming the habit of failure, absolute, ignominious failure. If you do not intend to do a thing, do not start, if you do start, see if through even if the heavens fall”

That hit me pretty hard. The years of forming habits that will lead to failure. It’s such a heavy concept but the way my life has turned out is the result of it. It’s not awful but deep down in my soul I know it’s not the life I am meant to be living. Something has to give. I’ve been doing my readings religiously, sometimes to the point of hilarity. So many people have seen me act out my DMP now but who cares. They think I’m crazy but when it all comes true I know they’ll be running to ask me HOW I DID IT! My boyfriend has turned and he is super supportive of the time I need to spend doing it now. I read him my DMP every time I revise it.

My service this week was taking the rubbish out and I actually did a little dance when I was doing it/finished it hahaha but I now remember that feeling when I look at that card! I’ve been finding colours everywhere, I’m not ALWAYS thinking about them but every now and then it’ll pop into my head to look around and I always seem to find it! It’s pretty cool actually.

I’ve had an emotional week. My old blueprint is addicted to a certain kind of sadness. The sort of sadness I can relate to the weather when it’s dreary and spitting down rain. It’s not a thunderstorm but it’s still too annoying to go for a picnic or a run. I think I really needed the webinar about quitting. The old me used to give up on everything. But not this me. It was fuel this time.

When linking lesson 4:21 and BPB 5 I just couldn’t help get kindness out of my head. Kindness is everything. Me and my boyfriend noticed the other day at a Bunnings (for non Aussies it’s a huge shop like WALMART for gardening equipment, tools, etc) that when people pass you on the escalators they look down or away. Human interaction has become scary. I’m going out of my way to give everyone a smile. That one smile can have a domino effect and if I make 1 person smile it’s worth it for me.

Some blogs I related to and loved this week…

https://arlenemke.wordpress.com/2018/10/17/mke-week-4-colours-shapes-shifting/

https://erinkimble.wordpress.com/2018/10/19/master-key-week-4/

Ciao for now

Bek

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